Truth, Healing, Transformation
Finding and Reclaiming Yourself
Discover the journey from a controlling cult to freedom.
About the book
Imagine being instructed to avoid anyone who didn't attend your church, even your own extended family. You're told what to eat, what to wear, and discouraged from voting or seeking medical help. Independent thinking is frowned upon, and everything is sacrificed to be "in favor with God."
This is just a glimpse into life growing up in the Worldwide Church of God.
After being conditioned to follow orders without question, the process of "unlearning" can be incredibly challenging. The damage often runs deep, affecting the soul in ways that some may never fully recover from.
In this book, I share my personal journey in this organization, alongside another story of healing. I encourage readers to take charge of their healing journeys, emphasizing that it’s a process to undertake at their own pace.
The book is a quick read, featuring questions at the end of each chapter to prompt reflection, along with space for journaling. This structure encourages readers to engage with the material and explore their own thoughts and experiences.
About the author
Pam Redd
Pamela "Pam" Redd’s journey illustrates the profound impact of education and service. Pam is certified as both a principal and superintendent by the Texas State Board for Educator Certification. She is an alumna of Leadership Houston and has completed the Rice University Educational Entrepreneurship Program (REEP).
Her work as an educator has been featured in Rice University’s White Paper: School Leaders as CEOs, The Seventy-Four, a national education publication and her profile was featured in Positive Black Images, "Redd Light: A profile on Houston elementary school principal Pamela Redd".
Her commitment to community service is evident through her past roles as PTO President and Secretary, her involvement with the Enrichment and Brotherhood of Northwest Youth, and her mentoring work with the "I Have a Dream" program, demonstrating her dedication to uplifting young people. Pam is also a proud member of Alpha Kappa Alpha Sorority, Incorporated, Xi Alpha Omega chapter—the first historically African American sorority, founded in 1908. Additionally, she is an active member of the Lions Club International, specifically the Houston Lady Lions Club, where she serves as Treasurer and Financial Secretary. The Lions Club, with over 1.4 million members in 49,000 clubs worldwide, is committed to serving communities across the globe.
Recently, Pam became an author with her memoir, Finding and Reclaiming Yourself: A Memoir of Triumph After Being Disfellowshipped from the Worldwide Church of God. In it, she shares her own story of healing and encourages readers to take control of their healing journey, emphasizing that this is a journey to take at their own pace.
Author Pam Redd in Pictures
I am maybe 3 years old in this picture and it is the only picture I have of myself at a birthday party. We did not celebrate birthdays in WCG. My first birthday party after this one was when I turned 30.
I am at my grandmother's house in this picture, and on the back there are notes that say I was 5 years old. I am thinking this was pre-WCG.
This is the first Christmas tree I bought after being disfellowshipped. It took me several years to feel ok about purchasing one, but when I did, I purchased a huge tree.
This is my only picture with Santa. This was in the late 80s and was in New York when I was visiting my brother.
Memorabilia
Ambassador College New World Singers
Ambassador College Emblem. There were 3 Ambassador College campuses: Pasadena, California, Bricket Wood England, and Big Sandy, Texas.
Booklet telling about the end of the world.
First in a series of books of stories from the Bible.
Bible Correspondence Course for members and their children.
Summer Educational Program, Orr Minnesota
Podcasts
Black and Cultivated
This groundbreaking comedy podcast series premiered on March 31, 2025. It explores the experiences of Black and Brown individuals who have been part of or raised in cults, providing a platform for their stories to be heard and challenging stereotypes surrounding cult involvement within the Black community. Hosted by actor/writer LaNisa Frederick, who was raised in the Worldwide Church of God, Black and CULTivated aims to humanize the experiences of Black cult survivors through candid conversations, captivating guests, and humor. Black and CULTivated raises awareness, and lets the world know that Black and Brown cult survivors are here to share their stories. "Cause cults ain’t just some white people shit.”
Apostate Sisters
Sisters Patti and Nancy are deconstructing the indoctrination in the Worldwide Church of God (WCG), a doomsday cult. They share their healing journey while also discussing the impacts of high-control groups - bodily autonomy to emotional health. They are dedicated to exposing truth about WCG.
Cultimatum: The Culture of Cults & Human Trafficking
Hosts Anonymous Andrew and Melody uncover the hidden world of cults and human trafficking. They dive deep into the tactics of brainwashing and recruiting methods while also shedding light on the practices in these groups. The podcast is a sanctuary for survivors and ex-members who have escaped these organizations.